You have said goodbye
a thousand times now
and hello, a thousand times more
when is goodbye
really goodbye
You moved on
but i never had the luxury
Youve had others
i never had the time
busy stitching the wounds
that you cut open
rebuilding the walls
you never thought twice about knocking down
redoing the knots
to which you undid so carelessly
youve said you were sorry
and repeated your mistakes
ive tried to make amends
and all you try to do is make the bed
you go back to your life
and i go back to what is left of mine
you go back to them
and i come back to half of what i used to be
I step out to where the bright lights used to shine on my face
center stage,
before sold-out crowds
And now i stand where i was before
center stage,
and the lights arent so bright,
and the seats arent so packed
and im ok with that.
But there is still one thing missing
And ive always know what that was
but you never did
nor did you ever care to