~F2cklife
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GoodByeAlcohol thins my blood Dark and thick, from torment As the sweet steel Finally eases the pain And frees the heartache that has been flowing Through my veins For years I asked for help Because I knew I needed it And was passed off, as another “Emo Fag” I made excuses, and found reasons Even when they clearly weren’t there I had taped, and stapled, and sewn my hear back together So many times But it never worked the same, it never felt the same And the scars were always visible I never wanted it to come to this But I exhausted evGoodBye
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SurviveYou told me It would be better It would work out It was going to be ok I lied to myself, when i believed you You promised me the hurt would stop I would see the sun again I would be among friends Among love I lied to myself, when i believed you You convinced me The stage of hurt in my life was over I could begin a new , better, life I could finally break free from everything that was holding me back I lied to myself, when i believed it You said you didnt want to become another thing i had to survive You didnt want to be JustSurvive
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The Thought That countsI'm sorry I'm sorry that i couldn't be what you wanted me to be Who you wanted me to be When you wanted me to be himThe Thought That counts
I'm sorry That i couldn't care
in the right way Understand
In the , Right way Feel my emotions In the Right way I guess i was just too inconsiderate...
to realize i was wrong a little too ungreatfull by not taking your views and using them as my own After all, you are the one who has been through it all before...
I'm sorry I ever let my heart Convince me, that you were the right reason Or let
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Never ForgetForget the hatred and the lost trust the Promises you made and dreams you crushed the shattered lives you have left behind you cant rewind youll never find a happy thought or a smiling face when ur name comes up within this placeNever Forget
But never forget
the times we had the feelings we shared the good, not the bad Did i love you too much? Did i care , too much? Did i give too much attention, to much effort, motivation? Did i sacrifice enough? Time, Money, gratificaton? Did i make you laugh enough? Hold you
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- Current Residence: Hampton Virginia
- Interests: interesting things
- Favourite movie: Last of the Blonde Bombshells
- Favourite band or musician: a Perfect Circle, Adema, Pearl Jam, tapRoot
- Favourite genre of music: Anything really
- Personal Quote: Stand Up For What You Believe In, Even if that meens Standing By Yourself
- Website: http://f2cklife.tripod.com/
- Email: kdmeade@gmail.com
- AIM: F2ck Life
- Yahoo: klub_2006
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